Thursday, April 15, 2010


Hey there! I haven't posted on here in a little bit. So here's the overflow of my mind.
I haven't been up to much lately. My life has consisted of a lot of sleeping and then school. I've been really lazy lately and have to find something to remedy that. I want to get a job somewhere, but where? I want to work somewhere that I can be among the immigrant population. I may try and get a job at Chik Fil-A. We'll see what happens.
I had been feeling pretty lonely but was sort of praying yesterday but didn't really know the words to speak. I just wanted someone to speak sincerely with and God answered that prayer. I spoke with a good friend of mine as well as my roommate and those were great! Talking with my friend in the afternoon wasn't a very long conversation but it was so beneficial. I thank God that He used her and I'm going to thank her for that. I have an art project due next Thursday and have some interesting ideas for it. I'm pretty excited to see how that works out. I'm not sure what I'm going to do this weekend but I'll probably be working on that at least some. I need to stop being so lazy and move forward. Staying still isn't standing still. Staying still is moving backwards. I want this life to be more than gray. So I'm hoping for a path that will lead me forward. I'm hoping for a plan that is not just written, but drawn. I want to see where I can go and be pushed that way in a gentle, joyful push. So as I leave you here, I will try to move in some direction because this stillness shakes me until I cannot move and my motivation has evaporated.

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