Sunday, October 17, 2010

Run it's a Chocolate Jefferson Aero Plane!

Here is me. For whoever may still read this. I do not say still because I have forgotten about this Blog. Nor do I say it because I no longer write in it. Perhaps I say it because with such large gaps in between posts it is hard to know when to check back for another one. Or maybe it's because I figure some people probably won't read this, at least for a long time.
Nevertheless I am here. I have remained the same person since last time. Perhaps this time it is a shade of different person. Maybe a reflection of that shade. Maybe a fraction of that reflection. Possibly a hint of that fraction. I'm not really sure what I'm getting at; only that I'm the same with differences. We all change from day to day don't we? Sometimes the changes are much larger than they are at other times. Subtle changes can grow into grand effects. So certainly there is hope for change. We must be careful though, not to let the subtle damaging changes to creep into the lives we strive toward.
One thing I wanted to share with you (whoever that may be) are a few song lyrics where the writers seem to share a similar shade of life with me. Or at least there is a relevancy in my life to these lately. Here's the first:

"Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done?
It's too late for that"

and the second:

"To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do"

and the third:

"and I'll go
to undergo a surgery
to purge me of this lonely mood
and my ego
the status quo provides me with a decent attitude
and i'll go
to undergo a change of heart
a change of clothes

and when i'm home
i think i'll go
eat cereal and stare
out the window"

But that's just me. And just now. Or just recently. Who knows what the future holds but God Himself?