Wednesday, April 28, 2010

These words are my diary screaming out loud

My last post was lost to the space that is cyber so I shall try again...
I felt it. I saw it. I could feel the pull of the magnet. I, the negative charge, was being drawn near to her positivity. It was like an urge I couldn't resist. Perhaps it has something to do with the chemistry. My heart felt something that my mind cannot describe. I had words in my heart that find no meaning in my mouth. Words that couldn't be expressed. It was a pull that tugged toward her glow. And there was a moment. A moment where it seemed everything stopped. Everything but she and I. I saw her through the crowd. It's not that I hadn't seen her before. But something happened that time. I saw her glow and her smile told me something. She may not have been looking at me but I feel something deep inside just thinking about her. Is it my soul stirring? She has something bright and I'm not afraid to confide in her.
And this will be another summer, I know. A summer of waiting. A summer of patience. As if I haven't had to be patient enough. But I know that this time it will be worth it. I know that the patience will not be in vain. I know there is a light. It will be hard, I know. But will that not remind me of how great the reward is? Through great suffering the reward is made great. I will endure. I will fall down but I know I will get back up. This summer will be like one before but the reward is great for those who wait. So I will wait.

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