I used to like the Internet but now I've begun to despise it more. It's filled me with disgust. It's brought out our worst. It's driven a wedge between all of us. Culture wars cause us to choose sides. We filter our words because we don't want others to hear are real selves. I don't know why I'm telling you this. I'm just sick of all the nonsense. All the laziness that blames me for my actions but doesn't tell me how to fix it.
One night I fell asleep a slave only to awake a prisoner in a dimly lit cell. All the walls that held me in were shadows of all my forgotten dreams. They ebbed and flowed, like early autumn branches that hadn't yet tasted the cool of the season. Everything I thought I was was just thin tissue paper taped to my face. I had believed the lies that those around me had spoken to me with smiles, hugs, and cherished words. I had fallen for the falsities that I was trying so desperately to avoid.
There were holes in my beliefs grander than the self-inflicted stab wounds on my heart. The faces winked at me and the salt from their eyes poured deep into my soul. I lay upside-down and all this time I had tried to be inside out for them. I had tried to share me with them but just became less of myself to appease them. I fell while already laying down. I fell asleep though my eyes would never shut. I had to take everything in like a dehydrated sponge in a sea of filth.
Don't listen to me today. There are only a few sufficient sentences here. The rest has filled the room with nonsense.