It's really good to be back in North Carolina though. Sometimes I just wish that I knew who she was. I know that God's timing is perfect so I can't complain. If I were somehow able to interrupt His timing it would not be a good thing at all. It would all happen too fast and out of place. So I am thankful that He knows just what He's doing.
I don't know if it's because of Christmas time coming around but I have felt some sort of weird feelings about material possessions and stuff like that lately. I think God's just showing me that I should be doing something with my life. He's showing me that I need to do more than just sit around. He's showing me that I can make a difference in this world. In order to do that I must work to affect those around me. No one who is wise doesn't make mistakes. People who are considered geniuses got there through many mistakes. That means sometimes they may have said things that weren't right or done things that seemed to drag them further down. But really it just drew them nearer to success.
And what is success anyway? Being seen in the eyes of the world as someone who knows what he/she is talking about? Is that worth anything? Sure, we can get the respect of other people, but there comes a time when standing up for oneself is necessary. It is better to be a fool in the world's eyes and a wise man after God's own heart than to live with no regard for God.
That's it for now...
